Float

Drown them in this
Yes, this!
The millionth tear I couldn't cry
This... the sound of noiseless words leaving my lips
This... the eloquence of my stuttering
This... my hands frantically searching for anything
Something to crush, break, shatter
Surely something else ought to share in this pain

This...? No... That
That I've only now realised I took that journey by myself
After I had so skillfully molded you out of clay
A limited version of yourself
Made my reality a fantasy
Soon to come crashing down

Oh drown them in this
The lie you lived night after night
Patiently scheming an escape plan
Exasperated by the mere existence against your bosom
Drown them... let them sink...
Was every word, every action really a lie?
Or did your most recent upgrade get struck with sudden amnesia

Drown them in the emotions that you still can't show
The love your professed words laughed at
Pssst FVCK BOY, drown them in the scupper of your suggestive claims
The feelings I now can't feel
Drown them in helping me live a lie that long